Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Hanging by a thread

I've not been well.  My body is failing me in a big way.  My RMT with the healing hands is on medical leave for at least 2 weeks.  This was a blow that I am having a hard time coming to grips with.  I didn't realize how much I've counted on the relief she has given me to carry on.  I'm able to see someone else later this week but I'm worried about it for a variety of reasons.  I'm exhausted. I'm grumpy. I'm done.  I hesitate to even write this because there are people that read that don't know me or don't give a crap about me.  I just don't care anymore.  They can think what they like. This is my place.  I'm having a hard time.  I hurt.  So if I'm MIA from here or online or real life it's because I have nothing for anyone right now.  I can barely keep it together for me.

9 comments:

  1. oh Ker! I wish I could do something. anything. Iceman's envelope arrived today. Doodle is covered in firefighter tattoos! It was a wonderful surprise. I so with our families were closer in geography.

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  2. Oh honey, I'm so sorry! Like HG said, I wish there was something I could do. If there is *anything* please let us know.

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  3. Anonymous9:36 AM

    i Have been wondering where oyuwere for the last few weeks. All I can say is I am thinking of you.

    sam

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  4. Oh Ker, I'm so sorry. I'll keep you in prayer for respite and healing.

    Love, Heidi <(((><

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  5. Like HG and Cza said, I wish I lived closer to help you phusically. Continuing to pray Ker, please let me know if I can do anything Love Ya

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  6. Sweetie! I've been out of town, but have been missing you online. Please, if there is ANYTHING I can do (from too darn far away)....

    Sending all the strength I can.

    Mel

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  7. ((((Ker))))) What can we do for you? We're not nearby, but there must be something. Sending hugs and healing thoughts. ♥

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  8. Thanks for all the love and prayers. I appreciate each and every one of you. Please just know that I love you all and even when I'm hiding from the world you are in my thoughts and I'm so grateful for your friendship.

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  9. anastasia3:18 PM

    {{{Ker}}} I had no idea! I'm sorry for being such a horrible friend. Know that you and the fam are in my thoughts and prayers every day.

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