Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Hanging by a thread
I've not been well. My body is failing me in a big way. My RMT with the healing hands is on medical leave for at least 2 weeks. This was a blow that I am having a hard time coming to grips with. I didn't realize how much I've counted on the relief she has given me to carry on. I'm able to see someone else later this week but I'm worried about it for a variety of reasons. I'm exhausted. I'm grumpy. I'm done. I hesitate to even write this because there are people that read that don't know me or don't give a crap about me. I just don't care anymore. They can think what they like. This is my place. I'm having a hard time. I hurt. So if I'm MIA from here or online or real life it's because I have nothing for anyone right now. I can barely keep it together for me.